too involved.

I have become too involved and too attached to a situation. I'm not the biggest fan of feelings and emotions or letting others invoke undesirable emotion within me. I enjoy being in control of my feelings and my heart. I have felt a rush of negativity resembling that of slight jealously and disgust.
I'm not even positive it is necessary or called for however, I am stopping it here! Whether or not this feeling is justified, the point is I felt something not by my own accord but by that of another. I am not fond of this. In fact, I don't allow it!
I am in the driver's seat when it comes to my heart. Always.