1.08.2009

i've got the itch.

...the pop-punk itch that is. Weird, but slightly refreshing all at the same time. It brings me back to younger years and fonder memories. I am ok with that. I think I will be fully satisfied once an ultimate play list is made! I cannot wait to get my student loan to get my new computer to make said play list!! Only a few more days (or so the faithful employees of Wells Fargo tell me.) I trust them...I think.
I have been spending some time at home with the family working all of the loan situation out, it is much easier to deal with technology, money, and my father in person as opposed to via phone. We tend to confuse one another often. I love being home, for periods of time. There is something very refreshing and down to earth here. No drama, little stress, cleanliness, and the best company I could ask for...my family and doggies.
School is approaching even more rapidly and I am overly enthused. Get me into a freakin' lecture hall already! I am excited! But, I am not excited about my social anxiety flaring up again! It has been on a brief leave of absence as of late, and right on time overcame me from head to toe the second my foot hit the campus pavement and I was surrounded by people on my way to my advising appointment.
"This too shall pass" I frequently tell myself. If I say it enough I will be able to believe it!
Just a little under 2 weeks and I am a busy little bee bordering freak-out mode. I love it, it is what I live for, it keeps me on my toes.

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