a million.

a million tiny little pieces: this is the condition your phone better be in. i think that is the only explanation i would listen to at this point in time.
i have personally found that it is far more difficult and vastly more emotionally draining to take the time and effort to ignore another individual than it is to actually talk to and respond to them like normal human beings do.
self-sabotage is my specialty.
i do turn it into an art. a very interesting, entertaining, crazy art.
i am slightly impressed by it, honestly.
not many people can turn it off and on like that.