My positive perspective is fading and the light at the end of the tunnel seems further and further away with every passing second.
I cannot seem to make up my mind about life.
Other people cannot seem to make up their minds about their status and current standing in my life. In turn, this makes me continue to not be able to make up my mind, throwing me into a spiraling cycle of delusion and confusion.
I am fairly certain that three hours of sleep a night is not helping me maintain my sanity.
I believe they call it a melt-down for a reason; because it feels like everything you have attained and built is melting away in mere moments.
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I hope this is more encouraging than discouraging, but I've found more comfort in being on my own and in charge of my own fate than relying on others. This doesn't mean being void of friends, it just means ensuring you have final say and that each movement in your life is deliberate.
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