What is meant to be, will be. As of late this mantra has been treating me extremely well, I have never been so happy within my own mind without the concern of what outside spectators may think. Being in touch with myself and my surroundings while floating within my own awareness has been one of the best gifts life has given me thus far. But, on nights like tonight, I cannot help but feel that I do deserve to not be and feel lonely. An individual should be satisfied with her own company (which I have come to find, I am) however, I do desire the company of another. 

The time will come. The wait is not easy which makes me wishfully think that the end result will be worth it.

Ps. I miss, I miss, I miss the way we would laugh...